who have I become?

    who have I become? To not care about the people who care about me, that I treat them with such hate, who have I become that my children don't respect what comes out of my mouth, who have I become that my partner doesn't care whether i stay or go. i know what i have become, a fool with childish dreams that will never come true and in the middle of it all i have hurt the one's near and dear to me. i know what i have become now i know what i must do to became the person i use to be before i had my childish dreams, and that would be a better listener to my partner,kids and friends so they know the can count on me once again and never to make them my foe ever again.