R&B AND BLUES BRING BACK MEMORIES OF YOU. I CHOSE MY SELF CONCEPTION OVER US, WHAT I DIDN'T CHOOSE WERE THE FEELINGS THAT FOLLOWED. WAKING UP TO YOUR PRESENCE, CARESSING MY CURLS, HYPNOTIZED BY YOUR EYES, YOUR KNOWLEDGE; READING MY BODY LANGUAGE, TONES, NEEDS, WANTS, PAINS, AND PLEASURES. THE MORNING COFFEE AS I WAKE. THE SWEATER AS I WALK OUTSIDE .OPENING MY CAR DOOR OR ANY DOOR THAT GOT IN MY WAY, ALWAYS A GENTLEMEN EVEN WHEN ANGERED. I LOVED YOUR HUMOR, PASSION, PERSEVERANCE, PRIDE, COMMUNICATION, AND AFFECTION. OF COURSE I LOVED YOU BUT I WASN'T IN-LOVE WITH YOU. EVEN IF I WAS, I'LL ALWAYS LOVE MYSELF MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD; AT LEAST UNTIL GOD BLESSES ME WITH A CHILD OF MY OWN- AN EXTENSION OF ME. UNTIL THEN -LOVE VS. SELF- IS EASY. WERE BORN ALONE & WE'LL DIE ALONE. AS I ALWAYS SAY "IT WAS GOOD WHILE IT LASTED". MY NEXT GOAL: TO BURN MORE HIP HOP CD'S INSTEAD OF "ALL THESE STUPID LOVE SONGS". LOL, GOOD BYE AND HELLO, MUAHH!!!