Why do I?

Why do I always need to shed a tear,
To every songs of love I hear?

Why do I need to show that I fear,
If there is the real future family for me?

Why do my heart always wonder,
If Love really exist and can be felt?

Why do I always say,
That Love won't even meet my way?

Why do I always look at the stars,
Wondering If where you are?

Why do I always feel something's missing,
Though I have God alone?

Why do I feel lonely,
Whilst every night the moon smiles?

Why do my heart won't stop crying,
When thinking deeper about my life?

When will this loneliness be gone,
The sadness which made me numb.

When will God hear my prayers,
My dreams of being with you?

Why do I need to have all this hole,
In my heart which was never filled?

Why do I even long for Love,
Whilst I have my family beyond?

Why do I think of the impossible dream,
That there is someone waiting for me?

Why do I have this heart,
When I know there is nobody to love?

Why do I have this feelings,
Though I know I don't have someone to give it.

Why do I have this hands,
When I got no one to hold?

Why do I have this shoulder,
When I no one wants to cry on it?

Why do I have this all,
When I know, all of it was dreams?

Why am I the only one on earth,
Who keeps feeling like this always?

Am I the only one who has a tearful heart?
or there is also someone right there too?

My head is full of questions,
I cannot even answer.

The dreams in which lies on my head,
Same things as I said.

I really want to stop dreaming,
because I see in the end,
This will never be my own story.. 

If God can make a miracle,
To make this lonely heart happy.

If God can make a dream come true,
Like a story on fairytales I ever knew.

If God can make those things,
Then I'll never stop believing that dreams do come true..