why

why would you want to do this to me
leave me with so much pain, anguish and misery
have I not been there for you mind, body and spirit
have I not gave you my heart so you can fill it
fill it with the hopes and doubts you have in your soul
colliding with mine so that we both may be whole 

why

why would you jeopardize what we have which you know is true
to go do the things that you wanted to do
how could the words coming out of your mouth be so hypocritical yet be so real
not showing any regards to how that would make me feel
Are we not partners in this so-called relationship
are we even that
or maybe we just fuck for the hell of it.
Tell me now because not knowing is killing me
let me know so I can finally be free 

why

why can’t I get you out my mind
why do I get the guys that can’t be all mine
is this a pattern that just won’t end
it happened to my mother, sister even my best friend
I just want this cycle to cease
when that happens .... just maybe... maybe I’ll find peace
until that happens, I’ll stick by your side
not giving up hoping ... praying.... believing that you would be mine
I know that this sounds juvenile but hey I can’t help how I feel
if you felt the way I felt you would think that this is so surreal
but its ok. I realize one day I’ll be fine
I just hope that I don’t look up and still wonder WHY?