I trusted you because I thought you of all people would never let me down or hurt me,
But you ruined that trust and made my life a living hell. Some days I get so depressed I can't breath and when I manage to take that breath it hurts so fucking much! It feels like someone has ahold of my heart and is squeezing as hard as they can, And then there are some days I manage to make myself believe what you did made me stronger and in a way I guess that's true. Will I stop having flashbacks? probably not, Will I ever be able to fully trust someone again after someone so close to me ruined that trust? Perhaps i'm not quite sure but I hope so. Will I stop having these days to where when I breath it won't hurt as bad. I doubt it. I know u could come up with tons of excuses but none make up for it... it's all LIES to make yourself feel better for what u did. Own up to it and realise it's not anyones or anythings fault except yours!  So why'd u have to do something so stupid???