Am i wide awake or dead asleep?
Are you really gone or is this just a dream?
Did i really lose my bestfriend or is this a nightmare
that will never end? i think about these things time and time again.
I miss your blue eyes and the feel of your skin.
I miss your sarcasm ill never hear again.
I miss having ridiculous arguements just to see who'd win
I miss holding you so tight kissing you everynight telling
you one day everything will be alright
Well then i think about that day when
my sunlight went away
Febuary 1st I kissed you and told you to
have a good day
Febuary 1st you took part of me away
Febuary 1st I was going to make everything right
Febuary 1st you took your life
Febuary 1st will be engraved in my mind forever
Febuary 1st will be a day that will hurt for the
rest of my life.
But im glad i got to kiss you one last time