yucaipa

The details are sketchy but the message is clear. The dead relatives and missed birthdays keep me up at night. That's all behind. The world is in plain view ahead of me. It's big and blue and full of opportunity. It's scary and amazing and well within reach. Everything else is irrelevant now, should've started this a long time ago. Now is now, the things i can't control will work themselves out and i will be grateful when and if they do. Change pace and change direction, prioritize and rationalize. Recognize the importance of your own blood flowing through you. Appreciate how your fingers flex and how your own heart beats. This is the only beat that matters. The rise and fall of your chest is the only cycle that matters. The reward outweighs the risk. And the risk is what makes it exciting