Pushing and pulling, is it crowded in here or is just me? Am I alone in here? Why do I feel this sinister fire that swallows my mind? And yet my heart has felt it for awhile? They say time heals us but does it really? I see those blue eyes and I want to scream. A heart can forgive but a mind? I question everything now and I want to get over this but my mind can't grasp what was true... was their any truth? I can say this you are the first to not just shatter my heart but my mind as well...  
I keep feeling this fire is it because our signs? You and I, all that happened since day one?
A broken mind this is a first and it is why it is the most painful. Thinking you have found your mirrored self and also that the merry go round finally ended... I make this an ode to you....