My sister Nicole, I cannot believe that it has been four
years now since your passing, in the begining it was
hard to awaken to a new day knowing that you would not
be there.


Today it does seem somewhat easier, the tears still fall
my heart continues to hurt, but you will be happy to know
that I laugh alot more instead of crying. You would
not want me to stay sad anymore.


Of all the things I really miss the most about you
is calling just to say hi, you would tell me what was
going on in your life... and I would tell you how boring
mine was, then you would laugh at whatever I said.


My sweet sister I want to say I am sorry for not
seeing you before you left us and this world, then again
you were taken too soon way before your time. Somehow I feel that
you forgave me to ease my pain.


Will I see you one day after my time here on earth
is through? I would like to to believe so.
Nicole my sister, you are loved and missed every day.
With much love, your big brother Wesley