Nerves, shaking, depressed inside
Wondering why he chose me to be his bride.
Tring to display some happiness
When actually I'm putting my life at risk.
Hearing I love you brings me to tears
He would run if he knew my fears.
He's the light tring to get in
Darkness is all I see not a friend.
I can't love him without loving myself frist
Leaving seems easier or maybe just worst.
This feeling that I have makes me ask
Can I show the real me or just hide behind this mask.
Looking to the future and not the past
Gives me a new aspect at last.
One person helped turn my life around
For that my heart and soul is bound.
All my life from this darkness I had to fright
And now my light shines though the night.
Nerves, shaking, but its not the same
I woke up this morning ready to change my last name.