All planned out.

What do you do when you have no plan?
No place in the circle of life to stand.
Just sitting, waiting, to finally move forward.
To get out of this town.
For someone to see how high you can soar.
Does everyone go through this?
or am I alone?
I wanna lay down some roots,
and set things in stone.
I hate being unprepared and not knowing things for sure.
when it's my future I'm worried about my vision turns to a blur.
Finding my purpose in life is a great goal of mine.
Laying on my death bed with that thought i will be fine.
But what if I messed up?
Like so many others in this world.
With only one life to live what if my chances were soiled?
If i took one drag of something so "harmless"
Or turned the wrong way right into a car wreck.
Crippled for life by one wrong choice.
One sad trick of fate and I would lose my voice.
Unable to impact others around me
No one to care about how inspiring i sounded.
Will i look back and say "remember all those dreams I had?"
Or will they be fulfilled and leave me feeling glad?
Glad i didnt quit when I had the chance.
Glad I stayed long enough for that second dance.
There are people who's legacies do not die with their lives.
Will i be the one that takes all the right strides?