Behind The Mask I Wear

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  • sportykat66
  • is tired, ready to settle down in front of tv

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I wrote this poem originally on August 28, 1996 while I was in jail.  My life had spun out of control and it took a kind correctional officer to make me see the good in all the bad I did.  To this day it is one of my favorites.

Behind The Mask I Wear

Behind the mask I wear
is a person I hate to be
Because nobody ever gets the chance
to see the real me.

Behind the mask I wear
A coward lay behind
Afraid of what the world dished out
Without a safe place to find.

Behind the mask I wear
A child runs from fear
The Boogey man's out to get me
"Oh, Daddy, are you near?"

Behind the mask I wear
is a drunken sore that's me
To thirst that drink, it made me think
What a messed up girl, I be.

Behind the mask I wear
Fat clings to my bones
No one loves me for what they see
Don't call me names, throw stones.

Behind the mask I wear
To Look inside the mirror,
A child wanders aimlessly
as old age draws nearer.

Behind the mask I wear
A new one's just been found
A Mask that changed my attitude
And turned my life around.

Behind the mask, the new one I wear
A handful of broken dreams, made me aware
that life is an abundance of ups and downs
And other options to share.

Behind my new mask, I wear
A chance to succeed
Another chance to start over
And a person someone may need.

I wear my new mask with confidence
With strength, self esteem and a smile
I wear my new mask with love and affection
To go on for quite awhile.

The tears I cried were heavy with pain
My new mask too them away
Behind my new mask, I am OUT and proud
With endless voice of say.

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monica83 commented on Behind The Mask I Wear

08-17-2009

...Brilliant..work,I too wrote a similar poem ..some time back...so I can very well relate to u ,only mine was under diffrent circumstances...I had hidden my realself under wraps of social demands...that I forgot me.myself....keep it up.be strong.

Unique28 commented on Behind The Mask I Wear

07-01-2009

i love it! i love it! i love it! its so nice. good job. a 10

sportykat66

07/02/2009

Thank You, I am glad that you like it.

dragonfly1023 commented on Behind The Mask I Wear

07-01-2009

great thoughts showing that bad habits and spiraling lives can be changed with the a new attitude, self esteem, and a realization of ones abilities in life. I love the use of the mask you wear. It seems that though it helped you greatly through those times :D

sportykat66

07/02/2009

The wearing of many masks over my lifetime definitely helped me, thank you for the nice comments

Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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