A man once said!
One man's heartache is another mans gain.
I have done things to you that should cause great shame.
But your feelings for me remain the same.
Why would you allow this?
How can you stand the pain?
I know now it is not you.

But I still need to complain!
I'm killing you slowly, mentally torturing your brain.
Not one time did you grab the reins.
Not one attempted to restrain.
Where is your backbone?

Have you no spine!
Not one once have you attempted to take control.
Instead you sit there, like your in a dam fish bowl!
If I stand here and say what I did was right.
It still wouldn't lead to a fight, yet it still wouldn't be right.
Where is your spleen?
Still pretending your squeaky clean!

I was told!
Never fold!
Stand up and fight!
Especially for your rights!
Especially when your right!
This is what you said!
Instead you act like your a bird.
You got up and took flight!
I mean, got clear out of sight!
Dad, where was your stand?

You wouldn't fight!
Now how can I become that man?
If your struggling to be that man.
You know most of the things I've done wasn't planned.
I've done whatever with whoever just having fun.
And just now, today! I'm being shunned.
After all this time I thought you knew.
I find out now you don't have a clue.

What does it take to raise a Man?
You had to know, I needed you too!
Mom always said I was just like you!
NOW!

Time has sit me down.
Where have you gone?
You couldn't teach what you didn't know!
Soo there is no need to blame!
We are the same.
I'm still your son.

I have grown.
Now I'm grown
I'm done with all my moaning, complaining, and groaning
DAD!

I still need you
Especially now!
Especially now, that I'm on my own!
Dad Where have you gone?