I SIT IN WONDER AS TIME GOES BY,
WHY I WORRY AND WHY I TRY.
SHE IS SO LOVELY, SWEET, AND KIND,
I WAS SO PROUD WHEN SHE WAS MINE.
THIS YEARS GONE BY WITH OUT A KISS,
THATS ONLY ONE OF THE THINGS I MISS.
HER EYES, HER HAIR, HER SWEET SMILE,
IF MY TEARS LINED UP WOULD REACH A MILE.
IVE DONE ALL I KNOW TO DO,
ITS UP TO GOD FOR HIS WORD IS TRUE.
I WANT TO SHOW HER MY HEART AND SOUL,
THEN IM SHORE THAT SHE WOULD KNOW.
THE PAIN I HAVE WILL NEVER END.
UNTILL MY LOVE AND I HAVE MEND.
MY LIEING WAYS AND HIDEING THINGS,
BROKE THE TRUST OF WEDDING RINGS.
YES I BROKE MY LOVERS HEART,
FOR THIS IS WHY SHE HAD TO PART.
I KNOW I WAS WRONG THERE IS NO DOUBT,
BUT MY OUTH TO GOD AND HER IS STILL STOUT.
NO MATTER WHAT SATON MAY SAY,
MY BODY IS HERS THAT I NEVER BETRAYED.
TRUST IS A THING THAT YOU CAN NOT BUY,
YOU CAN BEG, AND YOU CAN NOT CRY.
EVEN IN TIME, THE THOUGHT COMES THROUGH.
DOES HE REALLY LOVE ME, IS HIS WORDS TRUE.
EVERY THING I SAY AND ALL I DO,
TURNS OUT WRONG AND LEAVES ME BLUE.
I HAVE MADE A VOW TO MY GOD ABOVE,
GRANT ME A CHANCE TO PROVE MY LOVE.
AND IF I FALTER, IF I FAIL, IF I LIE, OR HIDE A TALE,
TAKE ME OUT OF THIS LIFE IVE KNOWN.
BECOUSE LIFE WITHOUT HER IS HELL ALONE.
LORD YOU HAVE SHOWN ME MANY THINGS,
TO HUMBLE MYSELF AND GIVE YOU THE RAINS.
TO TRUST IN YOU MORE EVERYDAY,
TO SHUN THE SNAKE WHAT EVER HE MAY SAY.
MY TOTAL TRUST IS IN GOD ALONE.
FOR HE IS THE ONE THAT IS ON THE THRONE.
IVE BARED MY HEART, MY LIFE, MY SOUL,,
I LEAVE IT TO JESUS WHO BLOOD DID FLOW.
I USE THIS POEM AS A VOW AND TOKEN
THAT MY WORD AND LOVE WILL NOT BE BROKEN.
MY EVER TRUST IS IN YOU MY KING,
FOR YOU ARE THE ONE WHO KNOWS EVERYTHING.
TURN MY NIGHT MARE INTO A SWEET DREAM,
TO WERE AGAIN I CAN SHARE HER RING.

FOR PAM, 4-2-09