They say time heals all wounds

But they have no clue

Some pains and cuts run to deep

Time can not touch

I do know

Friends and Friendships can get in the way

Seeing the light when it has faded

For some of us time stands still

Never changing for our past can’t let it be

I know I feel it everyday

Darkness is the veil that never ends

I dream of the light

The dream is all I have

Tonight the veil has smothered the light

This pain an ache that throbs in

Cutting into my soul

Over a friend and friendship

That was never meant to be

Tonight it ends

Jack Daniel’s my only friend

He is a loaded gun that can not ease the pain anymore

Tonight I don’t dream of light

Tonight I say good bye

The darkness wins, the eternal sleep wins

The wounds that time could not heal

Have took there toll

A soul shattered that is doomed to walk alone

I embrace death welcome him with a smile

For tonight I win

Vanishing, Vanishing gone from the rain of cold life

A heart, mind, body and soul

One that will never be missed