Confused

I once loved you with all my heart and soul.
Every time I would see you, you made me smile.
Even though you did things I didn't approve.
You always made me happy.
But until that one Sunday when I didn't receive a message back from you, my heart went blank.
I didn't know you were in so much pain, so helpless, and lost.
When I saw you lying on that bed I didn't know what to think.
Tears rolled down my face, as thoughts rolled through my mind.
How would I live without you??
How would I move on without you??
You were the only thing keeping me going.
But as days went on you slowly became better.
But until the day I came to meet and talk with you again.
You had no idea that we were once together.
Now I sit here wondering what to do.
You made me happy.
You made me the way I am now.
I changed because of you.
And because of that I am now Confused on what to do.
I will forever love you and I'm sorry that this had to end.