This one is somthing a bit of confusion, love and life. most of my poems are very dark, it seems to be what I'm good at.



I take a look at my inside and can't think of what to say? The days are passing and the nights are never ending. Sometimes I feel like its all coming to an end. Lights flashing fast and fast and in circles, lights , lights and lights. Eyes opened, racing heart, I could feel the blood rushing through my veins, it almost feels like the blood is dripping from underneath my skin.
As the days pass, the darker my mind gets, its like I'm being pulled into this dark hole and they've got me by the foot, dragging me down. When is this nightmare going to end? I take a stand and try to speak, but the words are stuck and I can't hear my voice.
As I lye in the middle of the this field that is so called LIFE, passes by. I wonder where I'm going or is it going? SO I run and run then I turn and see you behind me running as well, I turn and smile with both middle fingers in the air and laugh. Life? You? Me? Who do I wanna be? LIVE then Learn Oh shit I can't think.
Turn me inside out and look at me from within; tell me what is it that you see? Or am I really invisible and all that you see are eyes . LOVE: tell me what its really like because I don't believe in it anymore, I tell myself over and over that I will never fall in love. All I see are people left and right "lovers" what is it like to fall in love or do I even want to know? I'm afraid?
I run and run in circles going over the same shit but with different people, and falling in the same hole over and over, if I reach out will you grab my hand and pull me up or just burry me in it, covering me in dirt and watching me die, with no sense of feeling?
Cause I already feel dead.