Sometimes I feel like I'm alone.
That noone is here with me.
Im like the Sahara Dessert.
Its like im trapped with no place to go.
My mind is like a room full of confused people.
Not knowing what I want.

Love comes and goes.
Hurt stays.
Lust is never here.
Pain is deep inside.
Emotions mixed up.

Days and days go by.
Years pass.
Decades gone.
With not one goal reached.

Depression always.
Cant get over it.
Passion...Never.
Change...I cant do.
Help...I dont wanna except.
Responsibility... I cant except.
Power over my life...I seem to have.
Not really sure if i do.

Education...Been there done that.
Mistakes in life... Always.
Learning from them... Sometimes.
Living Life...Scared to.
Relationships...Never last.
Arguments...Most of the time.
Caused by who...Me.

Friendships Last forever.
Not my friendships.
People taking advantage...Always.
Skys are grey.
Sunny days...Never.
Sex...Sometimes.
Sex being good... Not at all.

Death...Always on my mind.
Scared of it like hell.
Prayer...Use to do it.
Religion...Confused.
Happiness onn theboutside.
Sadness on the inside.

Wanting more out of life...Always.
How to go about it...I dont know.
Bad habits I have.
Wanna get rid of them.

My heart is shutdown.
And is not open for repairs.
The key to my heart...In the Atlantic Ocean.
Scared to love or be loved...Always.
Saying "I LOVE YOU"... Hard for me to say out loud.

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone.
Like noone is here with me.
Im like the Sahara Dessert.
Its like I'm trapped with no place to go.
My mind is like a room full of confused people.
Not knowing what I want.