Daddy

Daddy,i no my days with u are limited, i dont ever like to think that one day im not going to have u around here anymore to aruge with. I no there are some days when i just wish u would shut up about things. But now that im getting older i relize that mostly everything u have said to me was right, some about the people i hang out with, and some about what im doing. u no what is best for me. i may not relize it now but i NO someday i will be thankfull for some of the stuff i didnt get to do. you let me live my life mostly as i please. you try to do what is best for me sometimes i dont think they are always right but u let me go and do them and find out for my self that its not something i want to do. like with the ppl i hang out with from the very first time u meet them u no what kind of person they are and u always try to tell me but most of the time it just makes me mad to no that u think that of someone i really like but then one day i come to relize that they are exactly what u said they were and i end up getting hurt. and i no that that is something u do not want but i will just have to learn from my mistakes. Its going to be so lonely around here with out u here one of these days but when the day comes and the lord calls u home i hope u go in pleasure not pain. If its ur time to go i hope that u will go doing something u love not laying there in the bed, helpless, cant do anything. When its ur time to go i hope u are out side working and just go on to heaven. i dont like seeing u when u cant do anything about whats happening to u. everyday i see u getting worse and it kills me inside but i wanna stay stong. cuz i have always told u that i would be like u one of these days and just as strong as u. I love u daddy and i have always made u promises and u told me to promis u that i will be okay when ur gone but i dont think i can keep that promis its going to be hard to stay strong through it. I LOVE YOU DADDY