So what's new? I hate myself. I hat my life.

I talked to you today. Gosh I miss me. You Have a girlfriend now.

I am so jealous that words can not explain the hurt that I feel

Because of me. I hate You I hate how much you made me feel,

I hate my love that seems so real. I hate the way I makes me cry,

I hate how you make me want to die. I hate the way I loved me. I hate

That I have no freedom. I feel so broken and dead inside. I know my

Friends mean well but I feel like I'm living in a modern day hell. I’m just

An imprisoned 19 year old male. Can you see how much I’ve hurt me?

While trying to protect? Do you stop to think how much I think of death?

No, because if you did, you'd see. All I want is to be free...............