Devastation

Have you ever been devastated? Have you ever been crushed?
By some one,you truly came to trust.
I can't explain the feeling
it seems there is no healing.

The hurt from day to day.I'm just dealing.
I write in my journal my every thought.does it help the
devastation...probably not.

I Had my eye on him from long ago.
Never knowing he would deliver such a devastating blow....

That makes me cry everyday.
My worse nightmare has come my way.

The one thing I hoped never to get.
Has devastatd me so how will I forget?