At the time of my birth i was abandoned by my father
and here i am searching for him but shit..why bother

Fatherless, I wonder how i made it this far
How i went through so much, and still came out a star

I think back wondering if he ever knew i existed
or if he thought about coming to see me but instead he resisted

He always wanted a boy, in which i heard he prayed
So if i came out as one, than would he have stayed

I used to down myself, thinking i wasn't worth his love
So from any man around, I looked for a kiss or a hug

Asking myself, was i not worth his time
or was i even worth having and being kept alive

dying inside, jus wanting and trying to be worthy
Sucking in every word men said about my body being curvy

I needed that attention, who else was going to give it
because that perfect lifewith a dad, ciarra just wasn't living it

and as for my father, he really didn't seem to care
for if he did wouldnt he have supported me or even just been there

obviously he didn't care about me, so why call him my father
He will never be worth my love or even have the privilege to call me his daughter