City lghits, lost and so damn alone. Pops in head, waitting, for what? Isolation, UNKNOWN, enemy, Whos to blame? how many? For whats happened to me. Fagget father, Junky mother, so ima basterd, just tryin to survive. Jean-love her. wrong like everything in my life. so i cant have her, now more hurt then ever. Can it get any worse??? Give it away! ALL my hopes and dreams. Worth nothing... Me! Discombobulated!! distracted, disturbed, depressed, discontent, disfunctional!!! MONSTER'S, get back? I cant see my way out'a this one, no that i ever could. Can't hear the life within, so am i dead?!? to the world im nothing, so nothing is the world to me. Never asked to come here!!! Didnt ask for all this!!! Liberate. how, whats it mean? All of this, what am i destend to do that i have to be so strong, had to go through so much, Confused. CHAOS, consistancy, congression, construction, confrantational!!