Its hard to express how lonely it feels

to go through everyday knowing that you're not there 

cheering  me up

your thoughts make time go by fast.

Why did you have to go ill never know

like a broken record our times together play over, and over again

and i close my eyes only to see you there.

Standing by my side, and i feel with joy

 cause your alive once again.

bell rings

you disapear, and with a shatering burst

my heart feels loose.

why you had to go ill never know

you were the only thing i had left

my last hope is now gone

and living alone

forced to think that hell is a place called home

i dont know what to do anymore

i feel so alone,

so lost without you

every now and then your mom will bring back memories

and she will bring you back to life

why did you have to go?!

now im all alone!!

and i hate it, i cant stand it!

its eating me piece by piece

i know it wasnt your choice,

i know it wasnt your fault

God called you.

And you left me all alone.

Why did you have to go?!!