I love you
I hate you
I want you near, I want you away

you made me laugh only to cry
I was high above and now I am far down below
all because you couldn't decide
I was strong but you made me weak
I'm stronger now as well as weaker
the tears I cried I cant even begin to count
all this over you, a single person, out of the million I have met
What is it about you?!
Why must all my thoughts through the day and night be concentrated on you.
I can't sleep, I can't eat
Nothing is right because everything feels wrong.
If you came back into my life things would remain as they are,
not as they were before.

And That's why
I love you
I hate you
I want you near I want you away
I need something to grasp and it isn't you
All I can do is pretend to lift my head to the sky
How did this become the way it did
When did I go wrong and off track truly believing you were the one?
Something help me now that I have fallen to the ground
Give me wings on my back as well as on my mind so I can be free from you all the time You are my heaven as well as my hell

I love you
I hate you
I want you near I want you away