I wish

the blade perices my skin.
rough at first but it sinks deep within
it hurts but then it feels good
i continueusly do it to release the pain
deep within me ...
i feel the warmth of my blood dripping from me
i look at my wrist ...
and say look what you done to me
as i watch you cry asking god
OH WHY!!
I Die completly inside
sheading no tear  for you
showing no emotion for you
hopeing...
wishing....
haveing faith
That one day you would die...
you made me cut once again
you made my cry
i sit and wonder why???
the question that pounders my mind...
i loved you can't you cee
i gave you my everything
cant you see...
open your eyes an look
at what you done to me
I'm bleeding inside out
can't you see what it is all about
my love for you has ran completly out...
now as i lay straped to the bed
thinking i wish i were dead

~Poetic Death~