If only I have solutions to technical problems,
I should have solved it so as to communicate with you everyday,
but I can only pray to make things happen.

If only I can control the time,
I wont pass a day not talking to you,
but I can only wish you to go online or call

If only I have access to anywhere,
I should have been there to cheer you up,
but I can only dream to be with you.

If only I am nearer you,
I should have been there to accompany you,
but I can only think of you every moment from afar.

If only I have ways to touch you,
you should have been feeling well,
but I can only imagine how happy you will be.

If only I can have a share of the pains you feel,
I could have shared it to ease you up,
but I can only pray for your safety.

If only I can cure your sickness,
I could have cured you,
but I can only ask the LORD to restore your health.

If only I have all the thoughts to understand everything I can’t,
I would have not asked you questions,
but I have only limited forbearance.

If only I can control my inner emotions,
I should have chosen not to be hurt when I hear nothing from you,
but I can only accept reality of things and hurt in season.

If only I can show you how much I care,
I should have shown if for you to recognize,
but I can only let you feel within the capacity of cyber communication.

If only I am strong enough
I should not let my fear frighten me,
but I also have my weaknesses and it surfaces at times.

There’s only one thing I’ve realized why I’m here. I LOVE YOU AND I CARE. And for as long as you understand yourself, I will stay to understand you within my capacity. For God will not give you anything if HE knows you can’t bear it. Because the more you understand yourself, the easier it is to remain happy and peaceful.

Lyn/10.06.00