I'm sorry

The clock keep changing and the snow keeps falling each minute
I wait for you I’m loosing my mind.
You left me alone to cry but I’m still waiting for you.
I miss all the laugh’s we had
 and all the happy times
I watch the clock and wait in this endless time.
You broke my heart a
and you’re the only person I want to pick up the pieces.
 With every gasp of air left in my body
I call for you but you cant hear me can you
Why cant I stop the clock?
 Why do you have to go?
Why cant I let this memories of you go
they hunt me every night I cant let you go.
 All I want is you back in my arms.
 I didn’t now it them but I fell in love with you
 and your not hear to listen to me.
Why did you say you loved me
 and then left me here alone
and fell in love with another.
You left me there just to cry.
You told me to forget you
but
you will never forget me
how can do that when
I love you so much.
Why did you have to die now
that I love you.
When you left
I didn’t know what to tell you
but know I know.
I don’t care if you want me to forget you
I’ll never let you go.
 I can keep smiling
thinking I’ll see you again.
 I’ll sing this song for you
and hope
 it will carry up
to the heavens
to you
so you can know even
if I die trying
 I’ll be happy I did.
You always told me
 not to cry everything
 will be ok but then
 you left to cry alone
these words are just for you.
Let the angels carry me
up to you even
if my voice gives out
I’ll be here for you,
I’ll do anything for you.
You said I was hiding
my wounds
while I shined.
Well you are the only one
 who can heal them now.
 Are cherry tear still blooms
when your not here.
I wait in the moon light
 for you where you told me
you had loved me.
 Why did you have to fall
in love with her
she stole my world
she stole you away from me.
Some day my dream
will come true
 and you’ll come back to me.
I don’t care what I have to do to
get you back even
if I have to set the world
 on fire for you
I will still wait for you.
 It hurts so much that
I was so close
and didn’t realized till it was to late
and I watched you walk away.
 I’ll wait for you even
if it takes a entirety
I’ll never forget you.
I’ll wont let the wounds
get to me
I wont let anyone but you touch my heart .
I’m your little angel
I’m your princess
your special madden.
I will never forget
 that you said its ok
to be afraid but when you left me
I became sacred again
 at the thought your gone for ever.
Let my music reach you
where ever you are.
You were so cold to me
yet when I needed you,
you were always there.
Why did I not realized sooner?
I know your gone for good
but I will still wait for you
 just in case.
 You said I helped you
love again
but you did so much more for me.
 You always took care of me
 wiped away the tears
said it would be all right case
I’m here now
you’re the reason
 I cry
and your
not here to whisper
 the words I want to here
or wipe away the tears.
You always new how to make me smile.
You let me in where no else could.
Why couldn’t say those words
I always wanted to say.
 Now your gone for good
and there is nothing I can do
but cry.
 Its killing me inside.
 I want to strong for you
so you can lean on me,
but these wounds
won’t seem to heal.
Did I drive you away
over the edge.
Did I push you.
I didn’t want you to go
but I couldn’t bring my self
to say it.
 My life was normal before
I met you,
 you change me
for the better
 and now you properly hate me.
I cased you so much pain
but you were still there.
You tried to scare me off
 for my own good
 but it wouldn’t work
and you’re the one
who had to pay for my mistake.
You were so good to me
and I drove you to the end.
 I’m sorry I hurt you so much.
The wounds are to deep to heal
and I’m and so sorry.
I’m the one who cased them
 I chased you away.
I realized it was to late
to tell you I loved you,
the closer I got to you
the more pain I cased.
I lost it all.
I should have left
and saved you
and now this pain
will never go away.
I’m so sorry
I was the one you loved
 and ruined your life.
Please forgive me
my love
 I will wait
till the end of time
for you so I can tell you
 how much I love you
and that I’m so sorry I hurt you.