and now your coming up with reasons,
trying to sell your soul away
take your bag of skin
get the fuck out of dodge
death is on my lips tonight
fuck you. my dissonance is welling.
I will break you. I will make you understand.
you are nothing now.
I hate with an unfathomable intensity.
I want to disembowel and eviscerate the causes of the conflict.


noise, noise, noise. i love it. screaming mad lunatics are the best.

its this raw emotion that is outwardly spewing from the depths of my soul. i am trying my damnedest to quell this beast that is viciously trying to spring forth. i wish i could harness it and save it for always.
i am so enthralled with the idea of just what i have the potential for. it is astounding. i have tapped so many wells of primal matter that i am left in this world of utter disillusions. i have come smashing face first into the wall of reality and all of its possibilities.
i am beyond enthralled with this idea. i dont care if i may be thought of as a lunatic. in fact if you think that, why dont you go fuck yourself and save us both the time and energy. oh, i hate. what is wrong with me? i hate and thats what i do. GET OVER IT.