I stand here and think

About the stuff that was once said

With every little thing you told me

Running through my head

Like the time said you loved me

And said you really cared

Looking at another man

You said you’d never dare

While pondering these words

I had to stop and stare

At an old picture of you

With your long brown hair

Wondering where forever went

Is it here or over there

Realizing the words you spoke

Were all just wasted air

I head into the bedroom

Where so much fun was had

Like the time we got busted

By your mom and dad

A lot of love was made

And a lot of love was had

I just wish me and you one day

Could’ve been mom and dad

The kids would go out and play

With their gang of friends

But as quick as I think of this

The sooner that ends

All because reality bit me in the ass

And made me think again

Since you’ve been gone

My world is dark and gray

Even the puny little mind of mine

Has gone astray

I don’t know why you left me

But I do know why you stayed

Because you thought our love

Could never go away

I do have some speculation

Of why you may have fled

And I’ll tell you now and forever

I’m sorry for what I said

If I knew how much it hurt you

I’d rather God strike me dead

I was very disrespectful

For this I don’t know why

But when I told you that I loved you

It was not a lie

For everything I’ve ever said

I still apologize

And if it need be

I’d get down on my knees and cry

You said you loved me once before

Why can’t you love me now?

If there is anything I can do

Please tell me how

I am now heartbroken

And I know you are too

I know while we were together

Our love was very true

Matter fact our friends envied us

Because love they never knew

If I could go back in time

You know that I would

I would change every thing

That I possibly could

I would do anything

To make you love me again

If I’m not successful

Just call my next of kin

Because there is no way in hell

I could ever love again