its life.

*life is there,
and then its gone.
i make mistakes,
i have regrets,
an sometimes im unaware of what i was thinkin,
nothings ever fair,
sometims i want it all
but end up with nothing,
i get told im loved,
but then have someon cuss me out,
i just stand there and take it,
it could be much worse,
sometimes when im not honest,
i need to get straight to the truth,
ill change, and never be the same,
sometimes i dont enjoy my self.
im not always  happy,
i wonder how u ended up this way..
i wanna shout out not caring who hears.
ill look back at the memories,
and miss how things use to be.
relax take a deep breath
prove i can do better,
when you told me i cant,
no matter waht anyone says
like ive never tried before,
ill take back all the lies,
while i get the chance,
ill say sorry til im blue,
ill show u might not be that little girl anymore,
but i can still cry, smile, and breathe.
i need to show u
im not the same.
prove im better than what they made me out to be.