it's the feeling I get

TICK TOCK. TICK TOCK.
it's like looking out into the horizon
with the sun blocking your view.
you don't get exactly what your looking at,
but it's catching your attention.
while driving you crazy,
cause you still don't understand.

TICK TOCK. TICK TOCK.
as i'm looking at you,
looking my way.
i wonder, what is it exactly?
what happened? we were so close.
something went wrong.

but as i sit here.
thinking to myself, it's like knives in my back.
going constantly. it's like never ending.
make them stop. make them stop.
take them out. i begin to cry. wondering,
what is going on?

then suddenly i realize.
we stopped being so close.
we fell apart. we drifted slowly away.
and come to find out.
its like a backstab.