Why me was the first thought that came to mind,
When my doc said, "Patrice now is the time
for motherhood, you're seven months pregnant!" she exclaimed
And instantly my entire body was in pain.
My doc saw the fear in my eyes and with reassurance,
To comfort me she said, "This is not a death sentence,
certainly your mom will be mad for a bit
but the baby will come and change all of it."

But i'm thinking, yeah right I'm as good as dead,
Cause my parents are gonna kill me, I saw my life flash through my head.
Why did I have to be the one to have sex just once,
And end up with a pregnancy i didn't think i'd want.
But while I was crying and feeling all alone,
U kicked and reminded me that my stomach was your home.
You're a part of me and I am all you,
And that was the moment it clicked and i knew.

We deserved each other cause I'll make a great mom,
And you'll help me get over my depression.
I always thought that noone noticed that I'm a great person,
And noone noticed I needed healing for all my hurting,
But after you were born I realised that God did!
He knew and gave me exactly what I wanted.
It was crystal clear that we were were meant to be,
You were all I needed to make my life happy.

And as you grew older and filled my with joy,
While you sucked everything cause you thought the word was your toy.
I asked myself why me, why do I have to be the one,
To have a cute, smart, energetic baby as my son?
Why am I soo lucky that God smiled on me
Enough to give me a healthy and perfect baby?
Everytime I think about how much I love you I cry
It's like my love for you consumes me and I can't always hold it inside.

I'm really sorry for the people you won't get a chance to meet,
Too bad for them cause you certainly made my life complete.
Jaesean, I don't deserve you but I'm glad that now's the time,
For motherhood, and I'm soo soo happy you're a part of mine.