walking slow with the thought in my mind

looking around for some kind of sign

will someone stop me

will anyone even miss me

thoughts get faster

pace quickens as i get closer

things will be better without me here

there is nothing at that twenty-three foot drop i should fear

i get closer with tears dripping from my chin

then all of a sudden i get that huge grin

whats there to lose

ill just blow another fuse

its scary knowing that no one knows

because my true feelings never shows

the sad part is is the ones who might care

are the main people who really caused it

all is gone all is done

i sit there anticipating my actions

should i jump should i not

a car comes rushing forward

a person is screaming

i cant tell who it is

its geting louder

time is running out

im still hearing the shouts

option one or option two

no clue

time to go

jump and down

screams are louder

make the screaming stop

im falling and falling

then a quick stop

all is silent

recignition comes clear

im the one screaming im the one kicking

and fighting to get down

im stuck in the air someone has me

its poleing me up

is it god, is it an angel takeing me to heaven

no its him

my gardian angel takeing me back to hell

the screaming stops

the cryin starts

we sit intertwined with one another

all is silent

we walk away as if nothing hapened

but guess what it did

and the thoughts are still there