Like a curse it follows me

Through my dreams

Around the world

In relationships

No matter who I find

Or where I’m located in the world

Stocking my Heart

Loneliness

Feeling more and more alone

This cruel curse I can’t escape

I wish I could find a woman

Worth my Hearts Love

I keep falling for dead ends

Incapable of returning the Love I feel for them

Will my fear come to pass

And I die alone

Without children

I fought for my country

A U.S. Marine

I rode with the wind

A Skydiver

I became one with the wild

A Cowboy

I save homes and lives

A Fire Fighter

I dance like the devil

A country dancer

I write with the words of a bleeding Heart

A Poet

Yet none of this is good enough

For her

So I shared my Heart

Opened the door

Let her in

Showed her my past

Gave her my trust

Yet still

She did not want these things either

It’s clear as day

Now I see

I’m nothing more

Than a convince

In her life

I’m truly sad

To see

Such a waste

Of my Heart’s Love

When will I

Will I ever

Find the one

Have a family

A Loving wife

One that can’t bear the thought

Of life without me

One that returns the Love

I have for her

Alone

So bitterly alone

The loneliness is consuming my soul

Help me Love

Where ever you are

If you are

Help

Save my bleeding Heart

-Fin-