Just Listen

You say that your listening but i can tell ur not, nobody is.
Why can't someone just listen to me "please don't push me away",people come to me with there problem and expect me to fix it, i help but get nothing in return "i don't expect anything" all i want is for someone to listen, to let me talk about whats on my mind and whats bothering me "am i being selfish".
They look at me like im a little insect that needs to be killed, but they decide not to because ill no longer be able to help them "there the ones being selfish" i want to be dead because when im gone no one will know what i was thinking or feeling and they will regret it and carry that guil forever.