Reality has came to surface, though its hard to accept, feeling this way aint worth it, this stain of neglect, I came to realize it was me who needs to let go, its me who was holding on, it was I that lost control.

To grasp the concept of love is a life long blessing, and just when you think you won, love teaches you a lesson, I no longer wanna be taught I wanna be the teacher, this strategy of love is only getting deeper.

Was I foolish to think we still had something to share? I was looking for common interest, instead found despair, I no longer want to make you realize my mistake, this energy spent on you, is causing heartaches to wake.

When you love someone you let it go easier said then done, let the truth be told, real love will overcome, I don’t think I want it no more, it brings happiness with pain, with trust right behind them, only tears left to drain.

Where do I let go, how do I give in, when did the hurt come, why did it begin, a distraught soul behind this smile, its tearing me down, 21 questions, no answers to be found.

Reality has come to surface, and still I’m here, lost in my thoughts and trapped in my tears, with no real answer , with looking I’m threw, one Person who guided, I guarantee he knew, He beat me here, he led me to this path if love was the lesson, he’s the teacher and I’m glad. Better to have love than not love at all, struggling with regret , but a promise not to fall.