I never know what's going to happen day to day.
I really don't know wat will happen hour to hour. I don't even know if I wil wank up the next morning.
at times i ask God, why me?
It's not that I am strong, I'm not very easy going.
I'm very laid back and I get hurt very easily.
I cry alot at night just to make me sleep and lay awank wondering why?
It hurts me so bad to see the way that other people treat others. I just don't understand why God had to take my mom away from me the one I knew would always love me no matter what I did right or wrong. I wonder at times what we would be doing right now.? But all I can remember is all the good memory's we have together. I can only think she is not hurting anymore. I would do anything to see her one more time to tell her I love you! Anything, I just don't understand my life or anything has to be like this. I just don't understand anything in life anymore. Why?