i am lost in a world
a world without a girl
without a care
for mines
for the mind
that am living in
its like a mine
that everybody is been
digging in
so my mind i treasure
so very deep inside
I've burried
many
letters photos secrets
thus my presence
been the essence
so its very necessary
to stay steady
so you got to think twice
if not more
but what for
but for the people
than can cross me like Jesus
but if i shall die
that shall be the end
there ain't no coming back for me
not on the third nor the fifth
so without a will left behind
I'll be feeling like
my birth
was just another myth
so am in need of a miss
to leave my blueprint behind
but many years have banished
yet my pain is greater
as girls come and go
my pride becomes a hater
and even though
I've been with many
I've made love only
but once
and now that my soul is empty
no henny can cure this pain
my game has left me in vein
because all i see is clouds
and more rain
the sun doesn't come up
on my horizon anymore
my heart is sore
my spirit broken
for been outspoken
so dare i paint
a picture like no other
contradict on my own mother
fail my own brother
and suffer because
blood is thicker than water
so....
get high of life they say
but they've never walked a day
in my life i say
so i pray..............
Amen