lost

The stars and their many signs celestial bodies of the divine.
I look Up to find myself, but tears cloud my eyes
I look up a cry for help , but fears cloud my mind.
I chisel it to history with blood and sweat
the tears keep coming my shirt is wet.
I want to be more, maybe i'll find myself
I look to the floor , maybe this is my hell
I controlled my own steps
I walked the wayward path
In these shadows I've crept
enslaved by my past.
Why can't I make you smile?
Why does it take awhile?
To see The girl I used to know
before we went on trial.
I'll keep on looking even though you think im lost
the waves just keep crashing I know that I am lost
I look within to find myself, but the tears just cloud my mind
1,825 days ending the fears just cloud my mind.
Don't let it end...you are my friend.
tell the truth don't pretend
I feel my world at its end...maybe you can find me?
shattered shadows descend while the moonlight surrounds me.
Like a wave in an ocean that's torn and tossed
I look up to find myself all alone....
lost.