LOVE OBSTICALES

Every day I wake up and try to wonder what’s going to be in store. I use to feel so alone and thought that I would never find that special someone. I let days go by and then I finally realized that maybe I am not meant to be with anyone and will go through life’s journey on my own. I stopped looking for love because I didn’t believe in it anymore and I just wanted that feeling and heartbreak to go away. I stayed distant and I even wore a ring on my left ring finger so that no man would try to talk to me because they would see that I was taken. It was about two o'clock in the afternoon and I had been on my phone on the internet and some man decided to message me. That man to this day is now the love of my life and the most amazing man I have ever crossed. I wouldn’t change meeting him for the world and one day I want to be his wife. I have never felt happier or safe; this man had broken and torn down all my walls and barriers. Life can be tough, and you will go through your ups and downs trust me, but one day it will be worth every single second of the rest of your life. I don’t know how to explain the feeling you get when you find that special someone. I do know that when I am with this wonderful man all my fears, sadness, and the wanting of giving up fades. How to explain what I went through in my journey so far feels a little like being on the beach with the ocean rushing by and all the birds running away in the sky because there’s a huge storm about to come straight to land. The lighting clashes’ from ground to sky and the darkened clouds are moving in among us. It starts to rain uncontrollably and sooner or later it looks like one big black hole coming to suck you in. because of this man I speak about I now feel a sense of calm and warmth. The black hole has disappeared, the clouds’ have cleared, and the birds are back to play. All I see and all I will ever see from this day forward is a ray of sunshine because I have found the love of my life and now it’s your turn. Don’t settle for anything less then you are worth because one day it will all turn into gold.