my first crush

my first crush was johnathan doty, without him i felt so lonely.  we had so much in common, we were great friends.... finally he gave me a chance, his wonderful beaty put me in a trance.  this guy was so great, but i soon came to hate, the way he treated me, thats wat i couldnt see, it was never meant to be
 then i met stephen, our height was about even, he was cute and so sweet i wonder how my life would me if we never were to meet.  he was my junior high sweetheart through grades 5&6, he hypnotized me with his charming good looks.  he finally dumped me cuz i was to move, there was nothing i could do for my love to be proved!!  i thought id never find a guy like him, without him my love was hanging on a limb..
 when i settled here i met alec, he is the best guy i thought id ever meet, no other guy could beat... his charming good looks and howesweet he is, then came ben, we startd to date, my life from then on was nothing but great! then i found out the secret, he was with another girl, it made me want to hurl!!! it was over between us and my life was over!!!!!!!!!!!! those are my crushes and now i know why they call them that, you fall for the guy but you only end up getting crushed... i still love alec and he seem slike the one, too bad he doesnt feel the same way i do