Never again me and you

Those words that made my heart out of place. those goodbyes that I cant forget. all those silly fight that ended all that we have work for. all the times we could just turn around and say our apologies and I wouldn't be here writing and crying for you. and all those time you said she would be the one and I said one day you are going to come back and I wont be here
to hold your hand and put up with all your mistakes that I wish you didn't have. I hope you realize that she isn't for you and I hope when you find out I'm the last person on your mind to come back to. I know it will be hard to see you again and knowing that I have to deny the love that made me so happy, the love I dreamed of when I went to bed, the love made my day complete. it will be hard to say goodbye but if you did it to me I can do it. you said it enough that made me fall deeply and that is one thing I will never forgive you. but when I say my goodbyes ill try not to crush you like you did to me. and I hope she will give you all the love in the world because if my love wasn't enough for u then I know I didn't try my best to keep you happy. so goodbye and I just wished that I would of made happy  and that is one thing that makes me wonder each and everyday that if I would of made you happy would I be writing this?