Day by day i want to call out your name

But when you walk by i just swallow the pain

The pain of not having you hold me strong

The pain of knowing your with her all along

I try to hold it in but I want to yell scream cry

What is it that made you choose her, can I know Why

You say you love me but then what do I know

Been hurt so many times my heart just says no

You say your just friends that im your girl

But why is it that she's the center of your world

I want to say something, tell you what im feeling in my gut

But my heart says whatever you do don't mess this up

You don't know my pain, the things i want 2 say

Stuff that i've held in so long day by day

I need to tell you just let you know everything about everything, all my stuff

But I know I wont, cuz I can't, I'm never speakn up