There is a place I sit and wonder my heart beats as load as thunder. 

I sit and wonder if I'm loved or if I'm the thought that somone shoved

so far down that I'm forgotten in life's chaos so profound. I'm the one

that time forgot because I'm not the one that looks the perfect part

I'm the one left in the cold I'm in this place to take hold of what will

happen when  those people that are rude and those ones that

skipped all food to have the perfect look or style that  is taught will

take you miles but in the end it is those people who have all the

struggle and the pain and have nothing left to gain and it is now

because of those that in this life i have chose that instead of living life

for clothes or cars or money ill choose to live for days that are sunny for

the rain on my face and the smile of a child that will lighten my path

through every mile so as i sit here in this place i'll never wonder who

there are or why they mattered.