I'm waiting again...

waiting for the wind to change

Waiting for a friend

Waiting for the same old same

How do I sit and wait

When I could just cry alone

Why does my heart break

To punish things I have done.

He did this to me

He created this hell

If someone could save me

I'd die waiting instead

He lured me here

then he dragged me down

If he didn't mean forever

Maybe he does now.

And here I am hoping,

hoping to hear from him again

hoping he'll forget all their names      

Hoping he remembers me best

Why do I dream of him

All night I could be with someone else

But his face haunts my flesh

Without him, I'm not well

I did this to me

I created this hell

If someone could save me

I'd die waiting instead

I flew here alone

and dragged them all down

He didn't know I meant forever

But he's pretty sure now.

And still I wait and hope,

watch as my life goes up in smoke

How could I leave my family for him

Its the same old same, again.