I can't help it when I feel so empty,
Like part of me is gone.
There was no breather in between them,
Just all of a sudden, They both were gone!

i swear, I thought that I'd stop breathing,
Plus, the beating of my heart would quit.
There was no doubt in my mind,
I'm going nut's...I can't just sit.

Then,  I heard My Dad and Brother calling me,
Hey!, You're breathing and heart won't quit..!!.....
it was a type of "CPR"..I swear, Yet spiritual...,
I'd calm down...I could even sit.

My Moods and Days were like rollercoasters,
One day at a time...I'd get by.
For they'd Intervene...When they had to,
Then I'd smile...Take a breathe and I'd sigh.

Of course , I give God Thanks for all of this,
My memories, Family, Friends and the rest.
For without Him there would be none of these,
And I 'd  have gone through Life without the  BEST !!


                                      WHISPER
                                        2-2-1993