thought bout u

sometime i wish u didn't mean anything to me
so i could just walk away without no regrets 
there is a part of me that doesn't want to let you
even though letting you would make me feel better 
if i told you tomorrow i loved u i would mean it. would you mean it?
don't think cuz you want see me it'll be the same because i still hurt 
why do i feel like the only one hurting here
i still want to hit you
i wish i never felt this way this about you and still claimed i couldn't be mad at you 
i thought our love would never fade now i am here holding on to a faded love
i wish i was taken  so telling you goodbye wouldn't hurt so much
you still have my heart and i don't want it back not yet