Today I woke up
I meant that in two different ways I woke up today because god allowed me to wake up, And at the same time I woke up and move out of a situation I was in for many, many, years, I go around talking to young men and women about loving them selves, not letting any one control them, use them or hurt them. and me my self was actually involved in it. I guess I was so busy helping and making sure everyone was ok i ignored my own situation. but when I realized that I was loving every one and no one was loving me back I had to wake up.
I thank god it was never physical! it was mental, emotional,verbal, I mean from relationships, family, friends and it kept getting worst, from haters who hated me for me achieving what I wanted to achieve and making me feel like I always doing something wrong, but along with a personal friend I had the courage, the strength and the faith to just get up and leave. I have not looked back and have no intentions on doing so, he got tired of me talking and crying and he said get out I heard him but was not listening, I found every excuse in the book. After many hospital visits of being stressed out, headaches, depression, I said you know what I need to wake up and I did. I felt this was important because so many of us live to make other people happy and we are killing ourselves doing so. Don't live for no one else live for yourself, as long as you are happy with you then that is all that matters. WARRIAH