I still let you get under my skin
I still let you control my life
Even though you so far away
There still something that binds us
You say you love me
You say that you need me
Why didn’t you need me when you were out
Why didn’t you show me that you loved me
Why is it that all I would do was cry
I wanted to be your wife
I wanted to grow old with you
But it was to much to ask from you
Now you away and you want me to stay
I tried please believe that
It was just something pulling me away
No you can’t say it was another guy
It was me not wanting the same damn thing
Now all I can do is try to forget
Cause all I am doing is hurting myself
Its just that it’s a year next week
And I am feeling the pain again
That your boys are without they daddy
Cause of your fucked up decision